Well, here it is day… I don’t have any idea, I know it’s been 24 hours since my last dip, It would have been longer but I fell asleep with it in. I went about 6 hours without, prior to putting it in. I’m on my 4th or 6th can of Altoids. The fog has set in, nothing makes sense at the moment, nothing feels right, nothing feels normal. I can’t stay awake, but I can’t go to sleep, see what I mean? Too much caffeine today and yet I need another right about now. Today I felt like the energizer bunny on crack, so impatient and so anxious to leave the house, I wanted my youngest to get his homework done before we left, but he kept screwing around. ARRGH! He was so wound up it was unbelievable. I kept telling him to breath in slowly through your nose and out slowly through your mouth. I think I was talking to myself, I might as well have been. Ok this is ridiculous It’s taken an hour or better to type this up I give , good night all.
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